blubber

ok so my goal
1 month...get back to how I was 2 years ago [weight wise]
over doing it is the step I'm taking.


thanks k bye



in other news
I'm not taking summer school for the first time in my life...
which is really weird

I'm going to have free time
since the economy still sucks balls
and I don't particularly want to work at the kennel more than the shoe shit store....

hmmmm
I really really really don't enjoy free time like most people
I think I have a weird sort of anxiety about not being busy
it makes me really uncomfortable
so I'll go to the gym a lot
walk zoso
shoot as much film as I can and wait for the open lab to start so I can work in there as much as possible


I need models
maybe I should start networking on those I need models type of sites
I wish I could just pull some out of my pocket.fudge.





I need to catch up on sleep