sighsighsighsighsighdrooldrooldrooldrooldrool!

Love

Life is fun.
And I hope I never forget that


It's good to feel love from people.
Friends, Family, and one day a charming man will love me the way I always hoped for.


This weekend was very uplifting, the breath of fresh air I needed.


I saw 500 days of summer.
good movie, painfully true and it had a good message
joseph gordon-levitt is my new rush<3
ahahaha

nothing

I really don't want to feel so cold
like my insides died
and my heart is frozen in ice

my mind is still everywhere and nowhere at the same time
my mood is so uncaring.
but only when I'm alone.


when there aren't situations that occupy my senses, my thought process.


I am tired.
I don't want to say I regret anything because I guess I don't

but I would like to apologize to myself
because I never wanted you to feel any pain
but we were just so naive to everything
we were lured in by that light

like the prey of the Angler fish
we didn't see that mangled mess of teeth and pain we were swimming to.
I've had my fair share of pain

no one knows. and no one can understand
maybe that's why we've done the things we've done.
excuses to validate bad judgment.


life is wonderful and painful all at once.
almost everything is running smoothly.
and I am so grateful for all the good
I'm just trying to push out the bad
and I feel like I need to get a lot off my chest.
but I don't trust anyone with my feeling. not anymore.