I feel it went well
I was happy with my work
for the circumstances
The time I allowed for myself was an issue of course...because I can't help but procrastinate
the models were an issue...because my friend is an asshole
and timing was an issue...once again because my friend is an ass
mallory really is a great model to work with
and hopefully she'll agree to help me with more of my work [but I'm not asking george again ever]
this was my first real conceptual piece
and I'm pleased what I came up with
I think I have a style
with my work
I can't wait to progress more and more
I'm not sure if I'm cut out for commercial work
I would like to do modeling shoots of course
but yeah
I like out of focus
blur
tension
darkness
...
I like that sort of art
I bought my Holga
and hopefully over winter break I'll have more of an opportunity to use it
I'm planning on buying a medium format camera as well
I like the square format
and I still have 4x5 film to experiment with
anyways that's all
:]
I feel better after critiques
...they make me feel as though I'm not just living in this fantasy where I believe I can actually become a photographer
John Gray's opinion matters a lot
and he inspires me
and I appreciate the things he has taught me this semester
and I can't wait to work with him again next semester :]
