have heart

so last night I had a dream
you were in it


do dreams really mean anything?
probably


we were in the car, your friends in the backseat and someone handed you a photograph...and said "you were so happy when you were with her, the happiest you've been."
and I guess it was a picture of you and your ex.
and I was in the front seat with you and you didn't say anything
and I felt a sort of shame, embarrassment, and a sadness slipped into my stomach.

then I woke up at 6:15
and it was cool because the sky looked amazing

I don't really care about the dream...it was just strange...and all those feelings felt very real. But yeah I felt great when I woke up :] haha




I'm off to a wedding up north tomorrow
I like wedding even though I always say I hate them ;]


I bought film today
and I am extremely bored right now yaaay